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Thursday, May 10, 2012

GOD GIFTS

Thank god for the encouragement for me to study hard
Thank for everything for me to get the good result.
A bright future i can see, as hardworking never fail.
finally i did it last sem
GPA 4.0 !!

Looking forward to the last semester
and i needa more passion to face the though subject
laziness always the barrier =[





Monday, March 12, 2012

Is the time NOW!

YEAH!!! I manage to update my blog again
not because i got no time to update but because of fear ? i guess, or maybe other reasons
I knew that, i've goes far away from GOD.

I went to TARC CF events for 3 times!
everytime i got touched deeply in the bottom of my heart
especially the EASTER event, GOD leaded me to join the event
he helped my to solved all the barrier that blocked me to join this event.
Praise the lord!

After that,i couldn't heard any voices from god
but the feeling was really strong and i said to myself
< i shouldn't treat GOD as a stranger >
< i should have pray everyday for the past 20years, but why i dont? >
< i should have be patience enough to listen to GOD voice. >
and so and so and so.....its' too many to mention here.

No doubt, now i can feel GOD is really with me all the time
everyday and even every second
i've made it. To pray every night, to tried to view the bible more often.

This is a gift from GOD. She is my mother, a caring, kind, open-minded mother.
The best mother ever!
She told me that she is very worry i will be running away from her
like leave the church i've stay for the past 20years.
I dont't want to make her worry on me. I can understand her situation, i understand her feeling.

Today, i manage to persuade her to be confidence on me! TRUST ME!
That even i join the christian activities,
but i know what am i doing, i know, i know!
No doubt, christians' & catholics' are all one family!

However, not eveyone will agree on my thought.
I am still a catholic. The words always appear in my mind.
I didn't mean that christian is not good, but for me
I will follow the route the GOD had made for me,
I am clear that the route was already made since i was born
I born in a catholic family, that's who i am.

I don't know why GOD will leads me to get closer with christian,
but i believe that there is reason for GOD to do so.

Between christian & catholic, there is some different in conducting prayer and some other things.
I can see all the weaknesses that i faced in my church.
Maybe this is the reason why GOD leads to door of christian.
He want me to learn, to see, to listen...
and brings the gospel back and ''re-alive'' my church
and tell everyone that christians' & catholics' are all one family!

Praise the lord, jesus christ.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

You are!!

I thought today will be a good good day for me.
Because I get my previous sem exam result,
It was good and the distance of getting scholarship is getting nearer.

BUT something ....or should say someone
Is just too irritating for me!
You complaints so much and now
讲一套,做一套
Dafuq!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Urhmm....!

I did nothing wrong!
Please behave yourself
I kept silence doesn't mean i don't f*king mind!

Friday, November 18, 2011

其实,我可以很容易就满足
就可能是一点微不足道的事情
我就可以笑得很开怀

今天真的是一天非常如愿的一天
每样事都这么的顺利,
去了某某朋友的家,然后大家一起吃晚饭
真的超兴奋的

明天就要和亲爱的朋友们一起工作啦
希望明天也将会是充满主的祝愿
愿大家平安

Monday, October 24, 2011

it's about you again! idiot!

please take a look of yourself in front of the mirror
before you could criticized people!

you ain't good looking ! you ain't perfect!
but you are NOTHING!

alright, humans born to be like this ! fine!
this is not so acceptable, but the world held to be like this
so everyone have to accept and get used to it , included me.

However, everyone can change their own life
as to live better, to prove to the people who looks down on you
i believe i promise and i can do it !
i wish i am the one who have the guts and capable to pull you down!
GOD BLESS!

Friday, September 30, 2011

真的很‘’了不起‘’

我今天终于彻彻底底的领悟了!
在学院很多的一切一切
就是给你这个禽兽都不如的给毁掉了
当然还有很多受害者!

本来过得好好的
就是给你这个插班禽兽搞砸了
为什么你要来?
留在那个学生比较少的,不就得了
免得来这里,得罪人多,称呼人少

到今天为止,我不再蒙在鼓里
就连我曾经最要好的朋友
也给你那张烂嘴巴
搞得如同陌人!

是你自己搞得曾经要好和连倾诉心事的朋友都离你而去
为什么你不要像你现在混的朋友那样,做工养自己就好了啊!
可以说你的朋友比你还有用,你只会在那里浪费你爸妈的米饭钱!
你读书只是在浪费资源,污染空气,浪费氧气!

每天只会自以为很厉害,其实没有怎么样!
你的脑袋是生来摆美的吗?如果没有用的话
拿去捐给人拉,好过浪费掉,放在你这没用脑的身体里面!

你有妈妈生,难道人家没有吗?
人家好的不好的,有的没的
都要给你讲,你是谁哦?
最没有资格批评人的就是你
你连一坨大便都比不上,大便还可以用作施肥啊!

你那张烂嘴巴,我不诅咒你!
如果你还是这种态度,相信有一天,会给人给打歪掉!

我什么都不说,不代表我认输
而是你嘴巴要讲什么,你的事
人家听什么,人家的事
清者自清!我问心无愧!